So this post isn’t to inform everyone that I am not blogging anymore, but as of late I have been in that “tentative” blog mindset… I guess because a lot of my life is revolving around whether or not I will be working for a certain church soon or not.
I’m possibly gonna be working at a church soon… a church with very mixed reviews from the local chinese christian community. I don’t want to full blown tell everyone what’s going on, until it actually happens so please stay tuned about that. What I can say is if I do work there, I will be putting my 100% into that community to serve them in the capacity that God is calling me to.
I have always been one who loves to interact with people, share in their life stories and see them come to follow hard after Jesus… but I can’t do that when I’m transition. Or at least I can’t blog about it. argh! I feel so much in transition right now, it feels a lot like how I was in Kentucky for the first time, trying to meet new people, develop new friends…. it’s been quite trying and ackward to say the least.
I can say at least through this “transition” time I have been taking a much needed rest before the upcoming “fire” that will be ministry. I keep hearing from others “enjoy your free time because you will feel the brunt of it when you work”. But I FEEL SO IDLE a lot of the times!
But I digress, I have been making more efforts to meet up with my friends of the past, present and future. I hope to continue the lines of communication between bros and sis’ in Christ so we can edify and strengthen each other. I want to really push for our local chinese churches to understand what it means to be missional and to be a missionary of His grace, love and mercy to our local community. I want to lead worship again and play music out of my heart to God. I want I want I want…
God… do YOU want me to do this?… and Lord if You do… TEACH ME HOW…
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what if He DOESN’T ?
Comment by AnnFoo July 31, 2006 @ 9:45 pmThen I will go where He IS calling me to :p I choose not to be so pessimistic… until maybe God chooses to make a “Job” out of me :p
Comment by shubox July 31, 2006 @ 9:59 pmSorry have to say what I believe is right:
I never understand this “I don’t want to full blown tell everyone what’s going on, until it actually happens so please stay tuned about that.” So when it happend it is too late to do anything. Decision making should be make in your community, not your selected community.
Comment by ispan August 1, 2006 @ 9:54 pmlikewise i am in blog-idle mode
Comment by sylvia August 1, 2006 @ 10:26 pmi hope God throws a rock at you
it might hurt but then you will be more certain =)